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Are we going to break something?

Dudek asked at one point, referring to what DOGE has been doing with Social Security data.

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But then he said, in a more reassuring tone: Theyre learning.

Theyre going to make mistakes.

Dudek embodies the dramatic whipsawing of life as a public servant under DOGE.

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He was largely unknown even within the agency.

I work for the president.

I need to do what the president tells me to do, Dudek said, according to the recording.

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(He didnt name specific actions that Trump did or did not direct.)

… And thats not to say I dont have some more hard choices to come.

The president has an agenda.

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Im a political appointee.

I need to follow that agenda.

These are records we never bothered with, he explained.

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Under DOGE, several Social Security IT contracts have been canceled or scaled back.

Elections have consequences, Dudek wrote in a March 1 email to the agencys staff.

That would have not been my first preference.

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I think we need to see whats going to happen in terms of fallout.

Again, he said, I work for the president.

DOGE is part of that.

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Theyre thinking about work differently.

I am an IT guy and a fraud guy.

Dudek will eventually be replaced by Frank Bisignano, Trumps long-term pick to execute the Social Security Administration.

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At times, Dudek sounded fatalistic.

Im the villain, he said in the recording.

Im not going to have a job after this.

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